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heyy . haha aq ANA . *perlu ke mention name ?* okee , aq tataw na rase mcm mne ngn 'incident lawak' tdi . yg sure , terkilan tu ade lha . sikit je , ta byk . aq penat . penat sgt2 . dha lha torture aq . yea , aq tawu diri aq . aq ta mcm gurls yg laen . deorg perfect . aq tak . so? ape mslh ? kau dha benci aq kan ? kau pon dha ta kenal sape aq lam idop kau kan ? c'mon la , ana penat . errrr ana? eh tak tak , it's actly 'aq' . wtver . my tears dha kering . kau phm kan? i'm tired enough . OMG ? FARHANA SUKRI kuar airmate? ha.ha.ha. yeaa , attitude aq cm 'jantan' . mcm kau ckp tdi . aq redha . tpi jgn lha malukan aq dpn clzmates . aq pon de hati . feelim . ape lagi? ta cukop lagi ke ngn 2 tahon yg fairytales tu? na smbong contract? ohhhhhh grrrrr >,<  aq sayam kau . so what? maaf , aq terpakse , terpakse , again . TERPAKSA bwat action cm tdi . sbb aq tanak fight ngn feelim aq when ko dha blahh from sini . and bile kau pegi . aq na kau lupekan aq . semua tntang aq . (even aq tawu mmg skg pon kau dah lupe aq) . yaAllahh . this's too mucho laa . mcm mne la nnti ? yeahh , fight ngn study lak . na sgt2 excellent mcm sue , farah , clzmates laen . tpi na fight ngn feelim nie pon mcm hape je . ana ana . sighhhh . TENKIU sbb malukan aq tdi . TENKIU sbb jujur ngn aq tntang bhviour aq . well , this's me . aq pelix , slme nie tara pon org tego pangai aq . u're the first . haihhh . aq accept je pdhal sume tu . like i said , aq TERPAKSA bwat action cm tdi . bile sume nie na berakhir yaa Allah ? boarding skul aq ta dpt . tpi . yeah , aq taw rezki kt mne2 . dtg lak bala nie , mcm kene panah petir je na face sume nie . alhamdulillah , dha better and ta sakit tenat mcm dlu sgt . wuhuu gigit jari lha . semua nie mcm . dono . it's t0o berat lha na face , na cover muka semua mende ntahpapentah . nnti kau pegi . aq ? arghhhhhhhhh! lntak lha kan ? life aq , yeaa . aq ta mcm gurls yg laen . tudong labuh tu mcm tade mkne kan? mcm hipokrit je aq T__T tapi aq tanak jadi hipokrit . takot neraka . adeih , ana? wut's wrom nie? lari tajokk dowh . aq takot . why aq kene hadap semua nie ? betol lha , life ta slalunye indah . kadang2 org keliling pon tara pasan pe yg aq ase dsebalik 'kekasaran' aq . ha.ha . enough la , we're not fwens , we're not enemies , we're not a loving kaple and we're never husband and wife . then? blaahh la ana , ta pentim . aq ta kesah pe kau na kate , org laen kate , yg pentim , aq diri aq . sikap aq . alhamdulillah kau da tinggalkan aq . ade lagi yg terbaek . well , aq ta layak tuk kau . and kau pon jijik ngn aq . one more , kau slalu dlm doa aq . aq takkan penah stop doakan kebahagiann kau =] insyaAllah . biarkan aq ngn life aq sndrik . let me . let me face it alone . goodbye .