Monday 30 January 2012

losinggggggg




 bykk je kenangan . jom jadi besar . kite jadi budak mature =) insyaAllah .



                                         
weyhhh we will miss ol of ya like crazy seyhh ! g0odbye ! thnx alott foe evytng! 3 tahon ngn korang mmg xleh lupe . byk kenangan ! jgn lupe kami taw . yeahh , so 'perjuangan' kami akn bermule . gmbatte kudasaiee! todayy stdy addmath fun njoyy gegilew ! smpaiii aq kene tego ngn ckgu roslinor kes over excited . hehe soryy ckgu! =D btw , jom fight ! cehhh *semangat gegiler wei* wehee , and 4ALFA now currently 'silent' when u all tader . sighhhh mcm strez je aq lam claz . haha tapi tape , tu sume 2tahun je . sabasaba . two years only . two years only . guyss , i'll nver forget our sweet n pain memories dowh! ~ (2,3 ari nie emo jwng smcm je aq , kes korang lha! ) hahaha

=)

subhanallah , walhamdulillah , walailahaillah , wallahuakbar =]
today ? yea , so touching me . yaAllah , this's to0 mucho tht i must feel this feelim . admit that , jeluz feelim towards em' still appear . but i'm eppy wif em' . go! go! grab ur chance ! Allah kasi jalan , Allah kasi cahaya , so use that golden oppurtunity as the best as all of ya can ! =D swear , suddently my tears drop when she came in our clz , subhanallah . her pakaian . touching me . till make my tears dropp rolling my cheecks TT__TT i'm not crying cuz she'll leave us . but . i feel that i'm a bad gurl . bad gurl . tataw . tetibe 'dy' kuar . i can't cntrol myself like usual . evythg's happen to me . yaAllah , u love me aite? appreaciated . do love me yaAllah . make me strom :')  maybe i'm to0 shocked . haha wut so funny lha . mmbers laen tarak rase pape pon . ana je lelebeh , wehee . my emoti0n's fail . soorryy . okenggg i'm try .  

Sunday 29 January 2012

'tenkiu'

heyy . haha aq ANA . *perlu ke mention name ?* okee , aq tataw na rase mcm mne ngn 'incident lawak' tdi . yg sure , terkilan tu ade lha . sikit je , ta byk . aq penat . penat sgt2 . dha lha torture aq . yea , aq tawu diri aq . aq ta mcm gurls yg laen . deorg perfect . aq tak . so? ape mslh ? kau dha benci aq kan ? kau pon dha ta kenal sape aq lam idop kau kan ? c'mon la , ana penat . errrr ana? eh tak tak , it's actly 'aq' . wtver . my tears dha kering . kau phm kan? i'm tired enough . OMG ? FARHANA SUKRI kuar airmate? ha.ha.ha. yeaa , attitude aq cm 'jantan' . mcm kau ckp tdi . aq redha . tpi jgn lha malukan aq dpn clzmates . aq pon de hati . feelim . ape lagi? ta cukop lagi ke ngn 2 tahon yg fairytales tu? na smbong contract? ohhhhhh grrrrr >,<  aq sayam kau . so what? maaf , aq terpakse , terpakse , again . TERPAKSA bwat action cm tdi . sbb aq tanak fight ngn feelim aq when ko dha blahh from sini . and bile kau pegi . aq na kau lupekan aq . semua tntang aq . (even aq tawu mmg skg pon kau dah lupe aq) . yaAllahh . this's too mucho laa . mcm mne la nnti ? yeahh , fight ngn study lak . na sgt2 excellent mcm sue , farah , clzmates laen . tpi na fight ngn feelim nie pon mcm hape je . ana ana . sighhhh . TENKIU sbb malukan aq tdi . TENKIU sbb jujur ngn aq tntang bhviour aq . well , this's me . aq pelix , slme nie tara pon org tego pangai aq . u're the first . haihhh . aq accept je pdhal sume tu . like i said , aq TERPAKSA bwat action cm tdi . bile sume nie na berakhir yaa Allah ? boarding skul aq ta dpt . tpi . yeah , aq taw rezki kt mne2 . dtg lak bala nie , mcm kene panah petir je na face sume nie . alhamdulillah , dha better and ta sakit tenat mcm dlu sgt . wuhuu gigit jari lha . semua nie mcm . dono . it's t0o berat lha na face , na cover muka semua mende ntahpapentah . nnti kau pegi . aq ? arghhhhhhhhh! lntak lha kan ? life aq , yeaa . aq ta mcm gurls yg laen . tudong labuh tu mcm tade mkne kan? mcm hipokrit je aq T__T tapi aq tanak jadi hipokrit . takot neraka . adeih , ana? wut's wrom nie? lari tajokk dowh . aq takot . why aq kene hadap semua nie ? betol lha , life ta slalunye indah . kadang2 org keliling pon tara pasan pe yg aq ase dsebalik 'kekasaran' aq . ha.ha . enough la , we're not fwens , we're not enemies , we're not a loving kaple and we're never husband and wife . then? blaahh la ana , ta pentim . aq ta kesah pe kau na kate , org laen kate , yg pentim , aq diri aq . sikap aq . alhamdulillah kau da tinggalkan aq . ade lagi yg terbaek . well , aq ta layak tuk kau . and kau pon jijik ngn aq . one more , kau slalu dlm doa aq . aq takkan penah stop doakan kebahagiann kau =] insyaAllah . biarkan aq ngn life aq sndrik . let me . let me face it alone . goodbye .

Saturday 28 January 2012

L.I.F.E ?



^__^ SMILE . swear mcm ta caye . sbb skg aq dha upper form . yaa Allah . time moves like a jet . *cehh bajet bdk mature* . yeahh . dono why . it's almost two years . yeahh . two years . all the memories still fresh inmymind . and i'm smiling . that two years was over . err . all d people wajib rase eh 'menatang' tu ? # gaya taiko habez # hoho . but for me . rase nyampah pon ade ngn diri sndrik . dulu kate 'anti?' erk yeah . but . no more but ana . i'm speechless seyh! wohoa . sumpah aq rindu . dose ke aq ? i'm trying . ==' i'm still rmmber , u pitch my nose . haha . then i'll pijak ur shoes sekuat mungkin smpai ur face turn to ala2 badot . hahaha. dlu okei lha , zaman budak2 . now ? we're 16 . yeahh dha besa . aq pon dha mature . HAHA bajet ! life is life . go on sume hal . even pahit pon , terrpkse telan biala pahit tu like hempedu to the power of zillion pon! kdg2 , rase mylife mcm lawak . aq . lalui . 'menatang'. nie . tapi aq suke . sbb aq dpt experienced . and all this kinda sengal things make me strong . strong to face all this pain . ecececeh . aq ta penah kacaw ngn sweet pain mcm nie smpai leleh leleh ta igt dunia . tu bukan aq pdhal . klon aq je tuh . HAHAH . wutver ana . what's done is done , what's gone is gone , one of life's lessons is owez moving on . yeahh sokom sokom! hoho . ana ! c'mon! u can do it ! #wallawehh  , gaya bunga concern lha # . but sokey , form 4 , azam baru . org laen dha lame post sal new year . aq ? well , ta trlambat ag kott . azam baru tayah ckp lha . sume org msti de kan ? do same as me ,


   -- life must go on
   -- study bebetol . focuz ^^
   -- na jage solat awal waktu . hehehe
   -- dha tanak pk sume hal yg sengal
   -- jadi diri aq yg sbnr . cewah !
   -- 10A+ ! in my hands beb ! insyaAllah .

Thursday 26 January 2012

yaa !

yokk . bru je blk from kbm , haha first time kot . lepak ngn clzmates yg cun2 nie . wehee .
kuar ngn anis , farah , hajar , intan . kalo korng pasan , yg aq mention hijau taler tu , deorg
dha na blaa from 4ALFA . yeahh rezki deorng . =) tahniah again . aq juz teman deorg je .
tapi mmg best r . gmpak seyh hajar pkai kurung? jatoh rahang aq wei kes aq je yg ala2 rock TT__TT .
aq.malu. hahahaha . nvmind , masing2 lha kan? wehee . kt food court tadi , mmg x leh blaa , gelak
sakan ta igt dunia . giler . ta malu lnsong keliling tgok . caralaaa . t0oinkt0ink yg pntim ,
kite0rg njoyy . ^__^

act aq sebak weh . ttbe je . haha anis dha na g falah . hajar , cie , jerow will go to mjsc tumpat .
juwe mrsm beseri . ajim mckk . farah kisas .faris asis. aq? yeahh rezki kt sini even na sgt pegi. =) lepak c0ol

anyway , aq teman deorg beli bukubuku . well , septt stdy gittew ! hahaha
mmg lepak . gelak je keje . hajar+anis+intan = fulamakkk weyhh . aq? tak . aq budak baek .
hahahah * then , we're snapping . fuhhh . keje nie aq dha ta bleh lari . checkitouttt ~

elisa , hajar , anis . yeahh goodbye korang . *waving* 

hoho aci lepak je .

mentang2 budak scs tulen . ececeh , bjt model buke bio  r nie .

err . yg nie aq ta kenal . budak sesat . kot . hahah tpi aq tabek , dak nie rajin bace buku . HAHAHAHA
 
yeahh . the end . we enjoyed . =) papaiii ! till we meet again , insyaAllah . may He bless

ta saba ta saba !

waaaaaaaaa nota bio aq sikit ag na settle ! yuhuuu yuhuu *bjt gedik jap*
giler ta giler , aq mmg gelak while writing nota tu , dy pnye language of the real biology
mmg xley blaa , pseudopodium bkteria osmosis fagositosis sume mende tuh , yaAllah .
na kne igt mende tu , aq ase . aiii . boleh ke ? insyaAllah !!! ^___^ and now? mmg aq dha
jatoh chenta ! oh BIO ! hahahaha .

japp2, pehal aq stayupp? actly , errr kes esp dak2 4ALFA invite aq skli hangout ngn deorg
kt kbm . cehhhh . then , hw aq byk je ag yg ta settle . and aq na sgt ikot ! na ikot ! na ikot ! TT__TT
tu psl r terrrpkse stayup . kes bio yg mmg keje thp giga . ckg fairuz kasi cm cuti nie staon je . haa tgok tgok!
salahkn ckgu ag ! pe lha ana nie . hahaaha watlekk , lepak r . aq syg ckgu tuh , sbb ckg fairuz cute mati hehe.

aim for tmrw : juz na teman kawan2 yg na blaa kt sbp n mrsm . sedeh . terharu . sbb tu aq na ikot sgt .
then ble ag kan bleh jmpe?

perjuangan aq kt sini . yea SMKWAKAFBHARU . 4ALFA --> 5ALFA --> 10A+ ! =)

even korang dha na blaa , aq tetap syg korang . korang jgn lupe aq . cehh , even aq kt sini ,
aq na fight ! can we? yeah . gudluck ! and for you . never break my pomiz . insyaAllah =]

Wednesday 25 January 2012

aq diri aq lha !

err . tajok post cm sengal . HAHA . btw , yea , aq diri aq lha .
try to be a busy gurl after that ' lawak yg satu kuman pon ta lawak lnsong '
aq . try jadi budak sebok . hahahh mcm pe je -.-
tapi betol lha , bile dapat je ujian Allah nie , hati cmfom gelisah je tros . aq lha .
sbb iman pon ta kuat cm yg laen . yg sure , that 'lwk yg satu kuman pon ta lwk lnsong' tu ,
aq try to erase from my mind . cehhh . tapi payahh r . aq taw , kau skg dha eppy sbb aq pon
kau dha lupe . cehh , err eh ana.? kau nie pahal? okeng okeng , aq taw sape aq .

tapi aq ta lupe janji taw? even skg nie aq jdi budak SS , aq tetap ta lupe jnji aq . puiii .

now , i juz wanna focuz on my killer sbjects . form4 yeah . mmg lha busy . ta pyh na ckp ,
omwerkk yg ta mnx pon , dy dtg je sndrik . tanpa dialu-alukn . hahah okeii r , kirew now ,
omwerkk tu peneman idop aq siang mlm . perghhh ! dha leteyh na pegang pen, colour , papers .
aisehh ana . fight! fight! go go go! smile . insyaAllah . u can . peacee ! ^^

makk aii , adek ani dha pnggil seyh . wanna help her to do math ! ilovemath! so what ? haha
okeiii ani , ana dtg!! *weckkk bajet kakak pnyang * hahaha

bpk strez!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh hw thp gigaa !
byk je ag yg ta settle . tadi bru je bwat fizik , tu pon ta siap ag . huaa TT___TT
bio lagi byk ! ckgu ! ckgu ! cuti nie smiggu je . ckgu ingt cuti nie 2 tahun ke .?
aisehhhh . heyyooo ana! c'mon fightim! kejenye na salahkn ckgu je . taa malu . hahaha.
yelayela . ckgu baek , ckgu kasi hw pon na suh stdnts jadi pndai gk kn .? ececce .

naseb BM ckgu hasbullah ta tekankan sgt , (bleh rest ceket) hehe

aq ase cm dha ta tahan weiii . suria ta aci !! mum dha siap bio . aq ? lnsong ta sntoh ag bio tu . TT__TT
sedeh sedeh . bile lha agak2nye na settle sume nie? smpat ke .? kalo blh , sabtu nie aq dha tanak sntuh pape,
juz na practise snyom je kes ahad nie , kite0rng , PMR stndts 2011 will take the anugerah from pengetua . hehehe . *gilerrrr bajet ! * ta saba ta saba >,<



senyum je mampu

seyezly jeluz bile dpt taw kawan kawan dpt trnsfer sbp or mjsc . me .? HA.HA .
ntah lha . maybe naseb . life aq . TT_TT . but when lihat je deorng terharu ta trkata dpt twrn tuh ,
hati aq senyom . alhamdulillah utk korang . aq doakan korang dari sini . study lelok . jgn lupe budak cun mulot byk nie ye .? haha . to you , dun ever forget me even aq taw , skg kau dha benci aq . haha lwknye lha life aq nie . cehhh , bajettt . >,< . guys , aq na sgt pegi asrama . na build a new life . tapi aq taw , Allah dha rancang yg terbek tuk aq . cehh ayat .

Tuesday 24 January 2012

nikmat berkawan =)

heyya . aq eppy gegiler Allah kasi aq mmbers yg hebat , brilliant , cantek2 , hndsome2 ! HAHA , my BFF . nurul hayati , nor masliza , hasanah , najwa . they're superbb ! ^__^ evytyme aq jatoh , deorng msti akat aq . terharu pnye BFF cm deorng , yati , even ta sekelas ngn kau , aq ta pnh abaikan kau taw .? sayang kau sgt2 . ja , she's stdy at mjsc of kuala krai . jaohh sgt from kite0rg kt sini . tape , demi mase depan . yg pentim . kami tetap kami n never ever pisahhh ! tht's our pomiz ! ^__^ aq sayangg deorng sgt2 . deorng terhebatt . time aq susah . for sure deorng dgr mslh aq . ececceh . *smbil lap airmate* sbb deorng , aq jadi kuat . semangat aq naek . yati byk support aq kt skola . ja pon same ! well , my twin also , njwa . =) cayaala !

Monday 23 January 2012

kenal erti dewasa

guys . 2,3 hari pas result sbp n mrsm kuar . guess what ? aq ta dapat TT__TT haha mcm lawak . members aq ramai yg dpt . aq frust thp giga , smpai tanak mam , tanak ckp . yg mmpu aq bwat tyme tu , leleh ta ingt dunia while on9 . bahagia aq tgok kwn2 aq yg laen lompat cm katak eppy riang ria! hahahh bahagia tuk korang . aq pon ttaw nape , aq ttbe je . L.E.L.E.H .? omg! are u really farhana sukri .? well , my emotion's fail . aq dha ta mmpu tahan . airmata je yg aq knal skg . aq dha ta mcm dlu . aq benci diri aq yg skg . kalo dlu , aq mmg anti airmate nie . mcm gedik . but now.? senang je na leleh . ana .? pehal kau skg .? emo habez . HA.HA.HA. =='' faktor yg laen kot . ecehh . faktor pe .? blahh r . tanak pk . mybe aq trlalu berharap tuk smthg yg bebtol aq na sgt . tpi aq ta dpt . umi abah . deorng byk support aq . kaklong , even from mesir . snggop call aq kasi semangat even tyme tu kaklong tgh hadap exm . astaghfirullah . ana ana . TT__TT  Allah tawu pe yg trbek tuk aq . yeahh . yg lawaknye , smpai umi abah sngg0p tur0n pacific kbmall , belikan aq tomsgurl . yeayyyyyyy hahahah dha lame aq ngidam dress terr ! weeeeee ^_____^ sayangggg umi abahh sgt2 mmmuahhhh !  







nie umi abah aq . sayang deorang . umi abah yg byk kasi aq smngt ! mmuah ! ^__^

i'm a new one

heyy there , i'm a new blogger . HAHA mcm lawak . tapi ta kesah pon , well zaman dha majoo, aq je baru na majoo weii ~ hohoho ^^