camp :)

oiitt assalamualaikum ! 

korang pe kabo? lme gle aq x update . haha byk je cite yg nk di-share-kan. how's life everyone? sure oke kan? er and how's mylife ? yeah alhamdulillah oke je . I joined the special camp at dungun last week . sumpah gempak gile woo . alhamdulillah I got a lot of sweet and haunted experiences there! HAHA :D . nak taw ta? pengalaman mematangkan ourlives taw? haha plg gempak coolio time hiking during night . mmg seram gle . but bile je in one group and we're unite in one team , alhamdulillah semuanye jadi sng woo . guys and girls were so supportive and sportng thp gabann! ^^ plg lawaak glenye time nightwalk la , sumpah aq maluuuuuuuuuu ngn deorang ! mmber2 kate aq pnye voice mengalahkan petir wei time aq jerit , laaaa mne aq taw . abg fasi tu jahat gle r , ade ke patot at first usik aq ngn bunyi kucing cm nk mengawan je . meowww meoww cnggitu / hesyhhh mne r aq nk takot . then aq wt dek je r . 2-3mins after tu , ttbe je de 'hantu' kt depan aq ngn muke gile kejam ! terkejot berok aq smpai x perasan yg suare aq satu hutan dgr . heheh sorry korangg . tapi sumpah maluuu ! and plg duoble triple maaalluu ag time kt penghujung uh , selambe ngn tade prasaannye aq nyanyi kuat2 . aq tataw pon dh smpai kt pnghujung and deorang sume duk tnggu aq . yela, dh r gelap gle tanpa lmpuuu thap seram! sume yg duk tunggu uh habes gelakkan aq . yaAllahh tuhan je yg taw time tu . erm nvrmind , tapi mmg sweet je ase . hahahaha . *adela sbbnye* weheeee . then time kt sungai mmg xleyh blaa . ingat je time nk hidopkn api uh , mmg gle mncabar woo . naseb de chaq . hahaha ksian chaq kne amek aleh position aq muahahaha . kalo nk cer mmg byk laa . the conclusion is .. Ilovethiscamp:) *skemagilekot* 

pegi kt sane 3hari jep . mmg ase tanak balik dah . nak stay at sane je! hahaha  kes bpk best la ! byk gile pengalaman suke duke aq . biasenye, kawankawan hanye tahu perasaan gumbira jep , aq jns pyh nk share mende2 sedeyh ngn sape2 nie . ececeh . tape , Allah kn ade . huuu^^ time nk balik uh , aq plg suke stay kt tepi tingkat atas bus , sbb nk tgok pemandangan sekeliling :) rase bersyukur sgt sbb dt stay around KB depends ngn tempat2 pedalaman . alhamdulillah kalo kt sini byk je kemudahan . kalo kt sane full of klape sawit and everything . kalo r aq duk kt sane msti sunyi je . haha *kejamnye* . nopelaa , sbgai tande bersyukur kepada Allah je . cecehh :)

I love to be my own self :)

new ukhwah :)

after 'kejadian' tu . Alhamdulillah syukur kepadaMu ya Rabb . Engkau kurniakan aq ramai kawan2 yg hebat dalam segi ilmu agama + akademik and yg baek2 gle . thankyou . actually , when I'm thinking back , i'll smile as i could . because of what huh ana ? hehe . I've many new friends . yes , my BFF tetap BFF di hati <3 sayang ja and yati . now I just wanna share bout my new friends . who are them ? 

toinkk t0inkk .. they are luqman zaba and adlin . I knew him since form2 kalo x silap and adlin since few months ago . alhamdulillah bahagia gle dpt mmbers cam deorang . Luqman , a student of wataniah and adlin a student of naim lilbanat . yeahh aq knal sgt2 je ngn sk0lah deorang . budak2 agama woo . tabek ! ^_^ sometimes , I feel like a humble person when texting wif them . masyaAllah cm jahil gle aq . but , I've too . MALU ? semestinya! tapii .. i'm try as the best as i could to be a good friend to them . jealous? yes totally! jealous with them tapi aq tak tunjok infront of them laa . haha ? jeluz amende na? hahah xya nk pk laen la , aq just jeluz ngn ilmu deorang . waaaaaaaa T__T 

mesti best kan kalo deorang ade dekat ngn aq ? HA.HA. harapan r . tape , yg pentim jage IMAN n HATI even kt ne pon aq brade . insyaAllah :) aq tataw pe yg Allah rancang . tapi .. hakikatnye , aq mencari jalan hidupku . almost 2yrs or more than that . then Allah kasi deorang kt aq . waahh sebak gle r . bile pk pk balik , deorang byk guide aq . Allahh .. malu tu xpyh nk kate r , mmg owez blushing je tapi deorg tataw pon .wahahahah . watlekkk watpeace ! erm both of em' mmg baek gle! probb deorang pon aq taw . hehe . tapi agak x caye . mmg x pnh nak caye pon mende tu sume deorang alami depan2 aq . wah . aq. speechless. 

                                

salahke kalo aq kate aq meleleh jugak ? meleleh sbb pe ? ntahh , Alin . she's great girl . dy macam 'jasmin' bagi aq . and aq like 'minn edina' . she said to me like that . x sngke alin pon lyn hlovate . waaa kami chemistry! dy gadis yg lembot even aq ta pnh jmpe dy . akhlak dy pon cun! msti anak solehah kan? haha. menutop aurat of course . yaAllahh .. mmg xleyh nk ckp dh , something kuar from mate aq . argh! amende tu? airmate ey? oke fine . jatohh jugak . alhamdulillah dpt kwn cmtuh :] she guide me with a lot of ilmu , perkenalkan aq nasyid2 yg best .( haha slme nie aq lyn k-pop je) jasmin-minn edina a.k.a alin-anaa eh? heee ^^ it's hard for me to change . nak jadi 'baek' tu pyh gle kn bile mende tu sume dh mcm drh dgng ? *oke aq je yg phm*

luqman . He's the best guy ever i know . byk songeh jugak . cm aq . sengal + giler2 gak r . hahaha. byk je mende2 yg nak di-share-kan ngn aq . cehh bajet , muahaha . sportim gak r . satu kepalak ngn aq . satu je yg beza . Dia baek+muka suci . aq? wallahua'lam . but i'm still trying to be a good girl to Allah . cehh . haha ayat skemaa . aq speechless je kdg2 ngn dy sbb MALU ngn ilmu dy . hee ^^ korang! thanks for prmoting me bout SINERGI ! ^^ 

mcm pnjang gle je aq tulis . wahahah . kesimpulan yg lame tersimpul nie aq dpt simpulkan balikk .. deorang  mmg hebat . mmg x sngke Allah anugerahkan Kawan2 mcm tuh even mmg ta penah jmpe face to face . maybe Allah dh makbulkan doa yg aq mintak :] tapi .. enough ana . oke smile . thanks korang . no more words that can I say . ALHAMDULILLAH :)

UKHWAH FILLAH ABADAN ABADA .
TILL JANNAH , INSYAALLAH =)

epy eid !

hai assalamualaikum evyone ! i think i'm not too late rite if i wish this ? err happy eid evyone! i'm soe for all my wrongdoings . ampon2 . yup kt fb tu dh blambak gle mmbers yg wish . tapi tak trdetik pon kt hati aq nk wish lagi time tuh . HAHA . agak sebak kot sbb ramadhan dh blahh . dah pegi . cehhh ha.ha.ha. i'm still miss u ramadhan . really miss .# (ohnoo!!! jgn leleh jgn leleh) dono why I'm still feel sad sbb dy dh blah awal# 

yeah pitcha kt ats tu cun tak? hehe . all of em' are my frens . my friends forever insyaAllah =] 

deorang mmg gempak , coolio and sengal cm aq . hahhaha . mmg x sngke akan beraya dgn deorang . rindu yg teramat kt kawan2 lame yg mmg dh satu kepalak sengal . alhamdulillah deorang x lupe aq . hewhew . SELAMAT HARI RAYA korang . ampon silap salahku . even we're far away , but mmg owez bersatu . haykal , my neighbour and owez be my neighbour . bedey , amin , baim , payed , juwea and the others pon same ! owez will be my friends insyaAllah . heh . ayattt x leyh blaa r . agak jiwang! puiiiiiii ><

and not forget, masliza , my real BFF . iloveher somucho . thanx for inviting me . i'm really appreaciated that =) actually byk je mende nk share ngn ko ja , but owez j de halangan kan ? haha mcm2 je yg trjadik . but nvrmind cuz bile aq tgok muke dy je , dh oke . dh alhamdulillah dpt juge lepaskn rindu . mmg lme gle x jmpe . kiteorg brkwn almost 10yrs . alhamdulillah alhamdulillah ^^ then farah and ajim pon ade same2 ngn kiteorg tpi kejap jek . heshh x puas ati nie >< no hal , byk je mende yg kiteorg same2 share . expecially bout SPB programmes . heh . same je laa! =D then npt forget , hayati johari! even jmpe kejap jep , but rindu tu ilang bile tgok dy . makin cute . heh . xleyh puji kalo kt depan awek tuh . hahahahaha . but seyezly , aq rindu saat dulu . saat kami maseh mude, cehh . tade r , *imissthatmoment*

btw , again I'm sorry for all my wrongdoings . 

samesame tingkatkan usahe tuk perbaiki diri ke  arah yang lebeyh baek insyaAllah :>

ukhwah fillah abada abdan filjannah insyaAllah . uhibbukum yaa asdiko'e fillah ^^

#ringkas jep# selamat hari raya :)

salam ramadhan salam aidilfitri ^^

erm! assalamualaikum w.b.t . heee lame gle x update blog!! R.I.N.D.U yg teramat ! sighhh pejam celik pejam celik ramadhan dh nk habes dh . and SYAWAL will c0ming soon . i don't even know i should smile or sad or wutever . but seyezly , ramadhan this year mmg gempak . mmg masok kt hati aq . mmg laa , bile berpuase kt perantauan nie , perasaan tu laen . laen sgt . this yr la aq baru kenal erti sbnr tadarus , alhamdulilah terawih pon x skip except kalo 'Allah x mengizinkan aq' . bukan nak riak , tapi bile je sujud mghadap ilahi time sunyi , ketenangan yg dirasai tu laen . laen sgt sgt . haihhhh peluangg tu rugi kalo x manfaatkan . am i rite ? kdg2 aq malu je ngn diri aq n anyone else sbb bile usia dh 16 , baru taw sume mende nie , i'm not too late kan ? 

how bout RAYA ? raya kali nie , x cukop org . kaklong taderr . T____T . first time kot . baahhh tape , nabi pon penah bersabda . ''tuntotlaa ilmu walaupon ke negeri China'' ^^ make us str0ng! yeah yeah .. tapi raya nie agak simple but amazing! yeah aq simple je . x macam dik ani ngn angah, umi tnye je nak x baju raya yg stylo sume mende tu , tapi hati aq kate tanak . cuk0p je ngn kurong hitam polka dots + simple shawl + kasot last yr yg x penah nk pakai . hahahaha . oke cuun , smngt nk raya tu ade , tapi x mcm dulu . sedeh gle kot ramadhan dha nak blaaahh . err wow , tahon nie , aq rase sume tu . yaAllaahhh alhamdulillah , tenangnye Allahhhhh =) no more words that can I say . alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah . 

byk je mende yg nk share kt sini . sebulan aq berpuase kt sane without family . yeah and aq mampu hadapi saat tu ! exam pon baru je selesai and guess what ? cikgu2 x kasi homework pon cuti niee !! yahoooooo hahahaha sayanggggg ckgu gler2 . perhh (nmpak sgt aq dak malas) hahaha . watlekkk , cuti puas2 then balik asrama kne struggle for akhir tahon pnye examination . grrr nervouss mak aii . thp SBP pnye . do help me Allah . ^^ 

DAILY DUA:O Allah! You hear my words, You behold my situation, You know what is open and what is hidden within me; nothing is hidden from You. It is me alone who is in need, a humble seeker of Your forgiveness. I beseech You with humility in my heart, with trembling and fear, in prostration and utter helplessness.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Thank You Allah for everything ♥.

3 YEARS ALREADY . ALHAMDULILLAH I CAN FEEL THE BRIGHTEST NOW =)

START THE DAY WITH SOMETHING SWEET AND END THAT DAY WITH SOMETHING SWEETER . 

HEEHEWHEW ^__^

P/S : I'M BACK ! I'M BACK ! AGAIN I'M BACK ! 

alot of storiesss that i wanna share here ! hhohohorlicksss

           

=( scrify and serve my rite!

assalamualaikum !

muke sengal . grr no idea . xde motif . hahah

erm , my mood currently not stable . #err PMS ? nopeee !!# hesy kesitu lak . ekceli , i'm thinking a lott of my postpone paperworks , assighments , and so on . yaAllahhh -.- . erm my bad . yeah sape suh postpone kan kan ? pejam celik pejam celik , makk aii the time flew like jets laa , kalo flew like kura-kura ta boleh ke ? asal cepat sgt ? a week already , and a week more to go . to g0 to where ? H.O.S.T.E.L ! arghhh ! tanak balikk sahut . #hewhew kene lha kt umi kalo ckp cnggini# kay dah bebel ana .

frankly speaking , feel like wanna cry when i knew that amir dh settle yg EAK . yaAllahh cepatnye mamat tu bwat . aq ? not settle yet T__T oke ur fault ana . yes i know that . alhamdulillah dh settle print . and know what? aq join EAK which stands for EKONOMI ALAM KERJAYA kalo ta silap aq . haha . and i must search for any kerjaya lha to present infront of the students and teachers . alhamdulillah i got an idea which came from kaklong jugak . i prefer to choose THE LASIK EYE SURGERY which's the latest technol0gy for this time . perhaps . nabil ask me to find and search for GENETIC . err sory bro . ahaha . aq taw ko gentle , mesti x marah pnye . heee . pray for me to present as the best as i can insyaAllah . kalo lha presentation nie berjaye , insyaAllah i'll go to INTEK . yaAllah nak sgtttt . erm i know alrealdy there's a lott of best stndts there . my frens's more better than me . but i'll do the best ! insyaAllah . sighhhh , a lot of things yg kne bwat . tu baru je search and print . i'm not read and undrstng it yet . sighhh T__T it will take a long of time .

challenging huh ? yeah mmg lha , mencabar segalenye ! sesungguhnyaaaa , i've to sacrified my FB , YM , and photoscape till my scary postpone works done ! but when ? ermmm >< insyaAllah ASAP . bio chapter5 pon ta khatam2 lagi , byk gle . dh lha aq yg kne design for SBP's card . (fliers) #tape ana , stay cool bebeh , u can u can , bwat mende nie segale bagai pon dpt pahala jugak kan kan ?#

orang laen mesti lagi byk keje from aq kan ? bknnye nak bajet lebeyh ke pape ke , tapi tension segale bagai tu xleyh blaa r , nk renovate kelas pon i've to somethng , and that 'something' tu p0n not settle yet ! #oke smile . smile oke ? perhh gle ke hape?# watlekk watpeace ! ^^ insyaAllah use this time sebaek mungkin . yela sgt ana oii . hahaa

rite n0w , try to smile even aq skg mmg tgh hadap ujian ALLAH TAALA yg laen . cehh . tadela , ujian Allah pon xleyh blaa gak , forget bout it first , #think bout ur scary freakin' postpone assighments , paperw0rks and whatsoever ! # smpai angah aq pon jadi mangse kadaan gak . haha tu lha , sape suh kaco aq time mood aq tgh gi-la ? hewhew . btw love u angahhh ! naseb angah stay cool je ngn dik ana . hahahaha . sorry!  

p/s : to anyone yg mmg keje tu tahap x ingat , do it ASAP lha . haha berpesan kt diri aq jugak . huuu . and rite now dgn muke sengal , trpkse aq pakai konsep redha and terima hakikat yg aq mmg kne korbankan mase aq tuk tdo , fb'ing , ym'ing , hmmmmmmm TT___TT

who am I ?

assalamualaikum =]

seyezly my mind since a few a days mmg x wape na betol . I get a lott of probb , a lott of challenge in my life . it's bout .. arghhhh ! ISLAM mybe ? i dun think so . i think i'm a bad gurl . yeahh that's me . i'm not perfect like the others even i knew all the people in the world's not perfect except Rasulullah SAW . i knew who I'm . i'm a rough gurl . a rough gurl wif a lot of sins . i'm trying to tell and show to the world that I'm a strong gurl . i'm trying to LOVE ALLAH more than words that can I say . but . arghh it's hard to tell !

ALLAH dh ketuk pintu hati aq dulu . tapi aq x layan . aq . aq . i'm a bad gurl and i felt regret at all TT__TT ya Allah , please come backkk . i wanna u in my life . why must me ? why me ? i miss u ya Allah . i miss YOU so muchhhhhh !!! dear Allah , why it's so hard for me to mengalir air mate kerana Mu ya Allah ? why right now i feel that i'm far a wayy from You ? why why ?! TT___TT i miss that moment , that i cried to YOU atas sejadah  , praying to YOU , reciting the verses of alquran . but now .. i'm far away , far away from You . take me backk . take me backk Allahhhh . pleaseeee .

dear my Hero , thanx for everytng . i'm confuse . confuse with my way of life . i'm bad . really bad . all the things that i do mesti ade je yg x kene . TT___TT i'm tired to fight with all these kinda challenging . aq tade lha sehebat org laen , kawan2 yg laen . aq x mmpu nak bahagiakn umi abah lagi for this time . aq rase cm life aq skg serabut thp ape je , i mean , serabut ngn rohani aq . maybe cuz i'm too far from You TT___TT . please guide me again . don't left me behind . i'm scare . swear i'm scare . #listening to maher zain's song#

i've a lot of stories that wanna share . btw, i've a friend  . He's the best friend ever . He guide me a lot of things through You yaAllah . but now , we're not communicate since a few days . like something happened but idk what happened . seyezly , the sadness that i feel really appeared inside my heart . but maybe he have the another things to do than to listen to my sengal stories . haha . okehh .

my qst - do You love me YAALLAH ? bring me back to You again . can You ? help me in my study ! help me to go through all the challenge in life ! arghhhh i need You ya Allahhh ! TT____TT more than words that can I say even i've a lot of sinssss . sighh

<3 Allah <3