I'm a head girl ?

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :]

                   

yeah happy holidays guys . cuti akhir tahun dah bermulaaaa ! wuwuu suke lha adek2 kt umah uh , but kiteorang ? haha full of assighments seyh . oyess! *suke sgt ey ana?* heh . dah nk wt acane ag , well life of students mmg cnggini ey ? pfftt ~ redha redha ^^ swear, assigments belambakk tahap x ingat kot . f5 pnye novel pon x habes bace lagi , then kne bwat folio segala bagai . alahaii .. tak masok lagi ngn assighments 9subjeks killer uh! pheeeeww . *mate kt atas, tangan kt kpalew* tuisyen yg mmg full , everyday lagi! maak! *aiseyh , lupe ey nx year ko kne hadap pe ana ?* waaaaaaaaaaaarghh SPM ! SPM ! SPM! -nie dah masok aura nenek kebayan yang mmg lupe nak bwk penyapu terbang tuk terbang tinggi - ek? pekes ttbe kait ngn nek kbyan? putus fius sgt lha aq nie . tpi betolla , kalo nek kebayan tu tade pnyapu trbang dy , acane nk trbang ? same lha ngn kite , kalo tade buku time cuti , acane nk hadap idop ? kan? haaaa jawab . hahaha . tapi yang jelas , i will try my hard best to score the best result insyaAllah ! exam ritu aq jatoh , down gle ! siott pnye diri aq sbb maen2 je , kan dah nyesal .. buuuuu pdn muke aq ! alhamdulillah hape Allah dah kasi pengajaran for my onwself , heee *sengeh nmpak gigi kes malu*  erm exam midyear alhmdulillah i'm the highest for Physics . but final exmination? errk kan dh jatoh , subjek laen pon tader la tinggi langit aq score . but alhamdulillah . oke! enough bout the past! yes and yes! LIFE MUST GO ON!  

maybe itu semua zaman kejatuhanku!  takkanku biarkan ia berulangg kembali ! takkan kubiarkan batalku basah lagiiii ! err , takkan kubiarkan diri ini JATOH KEMBALI ! takkanku berjalan sambil tertunduk ke lantai lagi ! akanku jadikan hari seterusnya sebagai zaman kegemilangku seperti zaman kegemilangan sultan Mansor Shah ! *ek pekehal ttbe kaitkn sultan ? zaman skg dh xpkai dah . aisehh!* insyaAllah for my own future , I will try my best biiznillah ! firstly, Alhamdulillah to Him cuz still love me and still give me a thousand chance :) a big thanks to Allah and big thanks to my parents , siblings and friends cuz always support me ! :>

I'm being a house head girl next year ? Allah ..
sumpah x sngke mende tu akan terjadi . aq tanak pon . tapi ats sistem demokrasi deorang , sighh dah memang confirm atas kertas tertulis nama aq tanpa aq taw . kejam pnye member .  then, aq di-interview- oleh  cikgu2 disiplin . aisehh , the next assembly , name MPP laen dan aq diumumkan secara rasmi as a house head girl of tok belian 2013 . sumpah that time aq tak mampu nak senyum or nak gelak . *speechless thp x ingt* . terkedek2 naek pentas bwat muke manis je even lam hati tu ,. Allah .. tuhan je taw . agak lawak jgk time deorang pujuk aq aq suh accept jawatan tu . aq bkn hape , tapi aq takot nak pegang jawatan besar and melibatkan tanggungjawab yg agak besar kt skolah . btw next year pon kne fight ngn SPM lagi . tapi bile aq mintak petunjuk from Allah taala . alhamdulillah Allah kasi petunjuk suh accept . umi abah and siblings pon support aq . tapi tekanan tu mmg xleyh blaa time hadap mnde tu . a day by a day , alhamdulillah aq IKHLAS  to accept jawatan tu , ataw lebeyh dikenali sbg PKR , erm the second jawatan after KP and PKP . insyaAllah , i'll try my best to jalankan tanggungjawab sbg seorang pemimpin dan jugak sbg seorang calon SPM 2013 :) actually , insyaAllah all these will make me to be more mature to face everythings in road of life :) May He Bless me . and jauhkan aq daripada riak nauzubilllah .

daripada KEGAGALAN la kite akan sedar untuk BANGKIT BERJUANG mencapai KEJAYAAN ! !
even pedih perit sekalipon mnghadapi segala bagai ujian dan cabaran hidup , tetapla bergantung kepada Dia yg Esa , hanya Dia tempat kite memohon , hanya Dia tempat kite meminta kekuatan . hanya Dia segala2nya yang sempurna . ALLAH SWT . even aq taw and sedar diri aq nie bukannya dak agama , bkknya dak baek , tpi budak sengal selamba rock yang ingin menuju kepada kebaikan yang sebenar disisi Allah :) aq x kesah orang nk pndang aq pelik ke hape ke . yang penting , tuhan tengok keikhlasan hati woo . *ceyt, pesal ttbe je masok bab nie ana? er feeling betolla , haha*

MAY HE BLESS :)

G.A.D.I.S ?

Assalamualaikum! Allah .. lame sangat dh x update mende nie . hee rindu je ! ^^
eoyes! GADIS ? erm! yupp that's my topic ! mende nie dh lme terpendam woo . ecece . and btw, alhamdulillah 11.10.2012 at 12.36pm , aq dah jadi budak pompuan 16taon sudhaa! :) big thanx to them who wished my bfdayy . and big gile2 thanx to dak2 aspuri yg mandikan aq ngn kopi . mmg xleyh blaa that time . HAHAHA . satu aspuri from aras bawah sampai aras atas wish ramai2 kt aq , ''KAK ANA, EPPY BFDAAAAYYYY + siraman kopiii kt muka + kne ikat kt tgh padang like banduan'' heh . trkene jgk! haha . *terharu gle time tu*

okeh . enough bout that . heh . G.A.D.I.S ?
why I say that ? yeahh alkisahnye bermulaaa ..

 dulu , dulu , er dulu .. I can't accept my ownself . why I be a girl ? why why?! yeah dlu pemikiran aq terok . segale bagai pkaian+care nk mcm lelaki . astaghfirullah . (tak bermakna aq penkit! nauzubiilah! bukan tu la, jgn salah faham keyh ) time kecik2 dlu, aq owez je maen layang2 ngn dak2 laki. maen kejar2 ngn kwn2 laki . haihh . hahhaha zaman kecik2 dlu . *sengeh* and x sngke smpai dh jadi bdk beso pon (cehhh, bajet beso) perangai still x ubah2 smpai kne marah ngn umi abah dgn care sengal aq . panjat paga n makan kt atas paga tu mmg dh jadik mende biase bagi aq , (dulu) HA.HA.HA. menangis? mmg leceh! aq owez je kate ''eleehh , pompuan yg nangis tu sume manje, benci gle!''sekarang? :)

first and foremost , ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH Dia cipta aq sebagai seorang gadis :)
aq bersyukur . aq myesal di ats sgale prbuatan aq time dlu :'( yes right! I can't be an egomaniac , aq xleh selfish . Ujian Allah taala byk mmberi pengalaman and pengajaran buat diriku yg lemah ini . berdirinya aq as a teenage girl , I admit that , crying is not a sengal thing . it's lumrah . yes LUMRAH . and being a girl is not a crime . Allah jadikan setiap daripada hambanya itu untuk beribadat kepadaNYA dan sebagai ujian dalam kehidupan . dlu aq mempersoalkan hukum Allah , terutamanye mengenai AURAT . Allah .. kejamnye care aq dlu . tapi betol , menutup aurat bagi seorang muslimah itu hukum Allah yg hakiki dan suci . subhanallah T__T . bile dah kenal Allah , hati tenang kan?  *aq bkn nk bajet cm ustad-ustazah or sape2 je, aq taw ilmu aq x cukop byk lagi tuk sume nie*

mengenal pelbagai manusia dan sgale bagai ciptaan Allah in life nie , byk sgt knowledge that I learn ! alhamdulillah :) *sujud menghadap Ilahi* AllahuRabbi ..

YES . it's not a crime to change ,
BUT , it's hard to change .
IF evytg that I do have being flesh n blood .
AND . all that kinda things will be EASY and not HARD if ALLAH bless me :)

insyaAllah .
MAY HE BLESS : ]

camp :)

oiitt assalamualaikum ! 

korang pe kabo? lme gle aq x update . haha byk je cite yg nk di-share-kan. how's life everyone? sure oke kan? er and how's mylife ? yeah alhamdulillah oke je . I joined the special camp at dungun last week . sumpah gempak gile woo . alhamdulillah I got a lot of sweet and haunted experiences there! HAHA :D . nak taw ta? pengalaman mematangkan ourlives taw? haha plg gempak coolio time hiking during night . mmg seram gle . but bile je in one group and we're unite in one team , alhamdulillah semuanye jadi sng woo . guys and girls were so supportive and sportng thp gabann! ^^ plg lawaak glenye time nightwalk la , sumpah aq maluuuuuuuuuu ngn deorang ! mmber2 kate aq pnye voice mengalahkan petir wei time aq jerit , laaaa mne aq taw . abg fasi tu jahat gle r , ade ke patot at first usik aq ngn bunyi kucing cm nk mengawan je . meowww meoww cnggitu / hesyhhh mne r aq nk takot . then aq wt dek je r . 2-3mins after tu , ttbe je de 'hantu' kt depan aq ngn muke gile kejam ! terkejot berok aq smpai x perasan yg suare aq satu hutan dgr . heheh sorry korangg . tapi sumpah maluuu ! and plg duoble triple maaalluu ag time kt penghujung uh , selambe ngn tade prasaannye aq nyanyi kuat2 . aq tataw pon dh smpai kt pnghujung and deorang sume duk tnggu aq . yela, dh r gelap gle tanpa lmpuuu thap seram! sume yg duk tunggu uh habes gelakkan aq . yaAllahh tuhan je yg taw time tu . erm nvrmind , tapi mmg sweet je ase . hahahaha . *adela sbbnye* weheeee . then time kt sungai mmg xleyh blaa . ingat je time nk hidopkn api uh , mmg gle mncabar woo . naseb de chaq . hahaha ksian chaq kne amek aleh position aq muahahaha . kalo nk cer mmg byk laa . the conclusion is .. Ilovethiscamp:) *skemagilekot* 

pegi kt sane 3hari jep . mmg ase tanak balik dah . nak stay at sane je! hahaha  kes bpk best la ! byk gile pengalaman suke duke aq . biasenye, kawankawan hanye tahu perasaan gumbira jep , aq jns pyh nk share mende2 sedeyh ngn sape2 nie . ececeh . tape , Allah kn ade . huuu^^ time nk balik uh , aq plg suke stay kt tepi tingkat atas bus , sbb nk tgok pemandangan sekeliling :) rase bersyukur sgt sbb dt stay around KB depends ngn tempat2 pedalaman . alhamdulillah kalo kt sini byk je kemudahan . kalo kt sane full of klape sawit and everything . kalo r aq duk kt sane msti sunyi je . haha *kejamnye* . nopelaa , sbgai tande bersyukur kepada Allah je . cecehh :)

I love to be my own self :)

new ukhwah :)

after 'kejadian' tu . Alhamdulillah syukur kepadaMu ya Rabb . Engkau kurniakan aq ramai kawan2 yg hebat dalam segi ilmu agama + akademik and yg baek2 gle . thankyou . actually , when I'm thinking back , i'll smile as i could . because of what huh ana ? hehe . I've many new friends . yes , my BFF tetap BFF di hati <3 sayang ja and yati . now I just wanna share bout my new friends . who are them ? 

toinkk t0inkk .. they are luqman zaba and adlin . I knew him since form2 kalo x silap and adlin since few months ago . alhamdulillah bahagia gle dpt mmbers cam deorang . Luqman , a student of wataniah and adlin a student of naim lilbanat . yeahh aq knal sgt2 je ngn sk0lah deorang . budak2 agama woo . tabek ! ^_^ sometimes , I feel like a humble person when texting wif them . masyaAllah cm jahil gle aq . but , I've too . MALU ? semestinya! tapii .. i'm try as the best as i could to be a good friend to them . jealous? yes totally! jealous with them tapi aq tak tunjok infront of them laa . haha ? jeluz amende na? hahah xya nk pk laen la , aq just jeluz ngn ilmu deorang . waaaaaaaa T__T 

mesti best kan kalo deorang ade dekat ngn aq ? HA.HA. harapan r . tape , yg pentim jage IMAN n HATI even kt ne pon aq brade . insyaAllah :) aq tataw pe yg Allah rancang . tapi .. hakikatnye , aq mencari jalan hidupku . almost 2yrs or more than that . then Allah kasi deorang kt aq . waahh sebak gle r . bile pk pk balik , deorang byk guide aq . Allahh .. malu tu xpyh nk kate r , mmg owez blushing je tapi deorg tataw pon .wahahahah . watlekkk watpeace ! erm both of em' mmg baek gle! probb deorang pon aq taw . hehe . tapi agak x caye . mmg x pnh nak caye pon mende tu sume deorang alami depan2 aq . wah . aq. speechless. 

                                

salahke kalo aq kate aq meleleh jugak ? meleleh sbb pe ? ntahh , Alin . she's great girl . dy macam 'jasmin' bagi aq . and aq like 'minn edina' . she said to me like that . x sngke alin pon lyn hlovate . waaa kami chemistry! dy gadis yg lembot even aq ta pnh jmpe dy . akhlak dy pon cun! msti anak solehah kan? haha. menutop aurat of course . yaAllahh .. mmg xleyh nk ckp dh , something kuar from mate aq . argh! amende tu? airmate ey? oke fine . jatohh jugak . alhamdulillah dpt kwn cmtuh :] she guide me with a lot of ilmu , perkenalkan aq nasyid2 yg best .( haha slme nie aq lyn k-pop je) jasmin-minn edina a.k.a alin-anaa eh? heee ^^ it's hard for me to change . nak jadi 'baek' tu pyh gle kn bile mende tu sume dh mcm drh dgng ? *oke aq je yg phm*

luqman . He's the best guy ever i know . byk songeh jugak . cm aq . sengal + giler2 gak r . hahaha. byk je mende2 yg nak di-share-kan ngn aq . cehh bajet , muahaha . sportim gak r . satu kepalak ngn aq . satu je yg beza . Dia baek+muka suci . aq? wallahua'lam . but i'm still trying to be a good girl to Allah . cehh . haha ayat skemaa . aq speechless je kdg2 ngn dy sbb MALU ngn ilmu dy . hee ^^ korang! thanks for prmoting me bout SINERGI ! ^^ 

mcm pnjang gle je aq tulis . wahahah . kesimpulan yg lame tersimpul nie aq dpt simpulkan balikk .. deorang  mmg hebat . mmg x sngke Allah anugerahkan Kawan2 mcm tuh even mmg ta penah jmpe face to face . maybe Allah dh makbulkan doa yg aq mintak :] tapi .. enough ana . oke smile . thanks korang . no more words that can I say . ALHAMDULILLAH :)

UKHWAH FILLAH ABADAN ABADA .
TILL JANNAH , INSYAALLAH =)

epy eid !

hai assalamualaikum evyone ! i think i'm not too late rite if i wish this ? err happy eid evyone! i'm soe for all my wrongdoings . ampon2 . yup kt fb tu dh blambak gle mmbers yg wish . tapi tak trdetik pon kt hati aq nk wish lagi time tuh . HAHA . agak sebak kot sbb ramadhan dh blahh . dah pegi . cehhh ha.ha.ha. i'm still miss u ramadhan . really miss .# (ohnoo!!! jgn leleh jgn leleh) dono why I'm still feel sad sbb dy dh blah awal# 

yeah pitcha kt ats tu cun tak? hehe . all of em' are my frens . my friends forever insyaAllah =] 

deorang mmg gempak , coolio and sengal cm aq . hahhaha . mmg x sngke akan beraya dgn deorang . rindu yg teramat kt kawan2 lame yg mmg dh satu kepalak sengal . alhamdulillah deorang x lupe aq . hewhew . SELAMAT HARI RAYA korang . ampon silap salahku . even we're far away , but mmg owez bersatu . haykal , my neighbour and owez be my neighbour . bedey , amin , baim , payed , juwea and the others pon same ! owez will be my friends insyaAllah . heh . ayattt x leyh blaa r . agak jiwang! puiiiiiii ><

and not forget, masliza , my real BFF . iloveher somucho . thanx for inviting me . i'm really appreaciated that =) actually byk je mende nk share ngn ko ja , but owez j de halangan kan ? haha mcm2 je yg trjadik . but nvrmind cuz bile aq tgok muke dy je , dh oke . dh alhamdulillah dpt juge lepaskn rindu . mmg lme gle x jmpe . kiteorg brkwn almost 10yrs . alhamdulillah alhamdulillah ^^ then farah and ajim pon ade same2 ngn kiteorg tpi kejap jek . heshh x puas ati nie >< no hal , byk je mende yg kiteorg same2 share . expecially bout SPB programmes . heh . same je laa! =D then npt forget , hayati johari! even jmpe kejap jep , but rindu tu ilang bile tgok dy . makin cute . heh . xleyh puji kalo kt depan awek tuh . hahahahaha . but seyezly , aq rindu saat dulu . saat kami maseh mude, cehh . tade r , *imissthatmoment*

btw , again I'm sorry for all my wrongdoings . 

samesame tingkatkan usahe tuk perbaiki diri ke  arah yang lebeyh baek insyaAllah :>

ukhwah fillah abada abdan filjannah insyaAllah . uhibbukum yaa asdiko'e fillah ^^

#ringkas jep# selamat hari raya :)

salam ramadhan salam aidilfitri ^^

erm! assalamualaikum w.b.t . heee lame gle x update blog!! R.I.N.D.U yg teramat ! sighhh pejam celik pejam celik ramadhan dh nk habes dh . and SYAWAL will c0ming soon . i don't even know i should smile or sad or wutever . but seyezly , ramadhan this year mmg gempak . mmg masok kt hati aq . mmg laa , bile berpuase kt perantauan nie , perasaan tu laen . laen sgt . this yr la aq baru kenal erti sbnr tadarus , alhamdulilah terawih pon x skip except kalo 'Allah x mengizinkan aq' . bukan nak riak , tapi bile je sujud mghadap ilahi time sunyi , ketenangan yg dirasai tu laen . laen sgt sgt . haihhhh peluangg tu rugi kalo x manfaatkan . am i rite ? kdg2 aq malu je ngn diri aq n anyone else sbb bile usia dh 16 , baru taw sume mende nie , i'm not too late kan ? 

how bout RAYA ? raya kali nie , x cukop org . kaklong taderr . T____T . first time kot . baahhh tape , nabi pon penah bersabda . ''tuntotlaa ilmu walaupon ke negeri China'' ^^ make us str0ng! yeah yeah .. tapi raya nie agak simple but amazing! yeah aq simple je . x macam dik ani ngn angah, umi tnye je nak x baju raya yg stylo sume mende tu , tapi hati aq kate tanak . cuk0p je ngn kurong hitam polka dots + simple shawl + kasot last yr yg x penah nk pakai . hahahaha . oke cuun , smngt nk raya tu ade , tapi x mcm dulu . sedeh gle kot ramadhan dha nak blaaahh . err wow , tahon nie , aq rase sume tu . yaAllaahhh alhamdulillah , tenangnye Allahhhhh =) no more words that can I say . alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah . 

byk je mende yg nk share kt sini . sebulan aq berpuase kt sane without family . yeah and aq mampu hadapi saat tu ! exam pon baru je selesai and guess what ? cikgu2 x kasi homework pon cuti niee !! yahoooooo hahahaha sayanggggg ckgu gler2 . perhh (nmpak sgt aq dak malas) hahaha . watlekkk , cuti puas2 then balik asrama kne struggle for akhir tahon pnye examination . grrr nervouss mak aii . thp SBP pnye . do help me Allah . ^^ 

DAILY DUA:O Allah! You hear my words, You behold my situation, You know what is open and what is hidden within me; nothing is hidden from You. It is me alone who is in need, a humble seeker of Your forgiveness. I beseech You with humility in my heart, with trembling and fear, in prostration and utter helplessness.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Alhamdulillah for everything.

Thank You Allah for everything ♥.

3 YEARS ALREADY . ALHAMDULILLAH I CAN FEEL THE BRIGHTEST NOW =)

START THE DAY WITH SOMETHING SWEET AND END THAT DAY WITH SOMETHING SWEETER . 

HEEHEWHEW ^__^

P/S : I'M BACK ! I'M BACK ! AGAIN I'M BACK ! 

alot of storiesss that i wanna share here ! hhohohorlicksss